Man work has been crazy!! I forget how much work there is to do to get ready for state audit. This one is more stressful then the others I have been through. This is my first one since I have taken over as Service Director of my program. One more week to get ready and … Continue reading Is it over yet!
Tomorrow it is time to get back to work. I actually feel ready and in control. I always like when I have therapy it helps me out things into perspective and come up with a plan. I need to remember that I am enough. If I can remember this I can get myself back on … Continue reading Ready!
It has been a long time since I have logged into my blog account. I have been avoiding it for sometime now. The last month or month in a half have been rough. I find myself second guessing myself 20 times a day every day in everything I do. I know this is a good … Continue reading Avoiding
I cannot remember the last time I have had such a draining week. Roller coaster of events and emotions. I am ready to spend time with my husband and forget this week even happened. This is going to be sort just because I am mentally exhausted. I will be back tomorrow and write a proper … Continue reading So glad this week is over!
Wow this day was crazy! I have never struggled as much in one day as I did today. Everything that could go wrong did go wrong. Tomorrow I have to go back to work and figure out how to put all the pieces back together. Then I really need to think about how to continue … Continue reading Today was a day!
The simplest things in life can tigger you right back to your pass. Always heard that when a person deals with trauma in childhood that person can stop changing moving forward. Sometimes our stages of growth stop where in whatever stage we were in when the abuse started. I have really come to see that … Continue reading Trauma always comes back to haunt you!
For a while now I have been doing my best to show the world I am good, so as not to put anyone of. Well guess what I am not doing that anymore. I sacrifice and then end up suffering even more, it takes all my energy to pretend so I get home and I … Continue reading Not willing to sacrifice any longer