Well I wanted to start this week by handling myself better but I just can’t shack this mood. I just don’t want to deal with anyone and this includes the people who are always there to support me. I decided that a missed therapy session was a big mistake so I called and my therapist is going to squeeze me in first thing in the morning. I hope after talking to her I can figure out what is going on with me. I did call my best friend on my way home and I knew she would understand. She knows what to say and do to make me realize I am not crazy and that the way I am feeling is ok. She centers me almost as well as my husband. I sure hope my session helps tomorrow. I want to get back to writing my story on my blog not continue to feel sorry for myself.