I am not sure if I have told everyone that I live in Wisconsin, but let me tell you that Mother Nature has been reminding me a lot lately. The last couple of weeks it has either been really really cold or we have been dealing with a lot of snow. This winter has been long and I have noticed that my depression has been worse without getting outside and getting the sunlight. Between the weather, dealing with my health, and a rough couple weeks at work I am ready for some downtime. Of course it is only Wednesday so downtime can’t happen for a few more days.
I wanted to get on yesterday and writer but yesterday was a long crazy day. We dealt with a snow storm and I ended up staying at home but did not get to just enjoy the quiet. I got a cal from my doctor’s office and they wanted me to come in because the mammogram I had on Monday left them concerned. They wanted me in right away, I am thankful that my husband was also home so I would not be alone. Of course I was very nervous and had to deal with that plus driving in the snow storm. I got there and I was there so long I just continued to freak out. They ended up doing more images and they then wanted me to have an ultrasound. No one was giving me any answers which was just causing me more stress. At the end of this appointment all I was told is that everything is fine. I never was able to get a clear answer on what the concern actually was. Medicine can be very frustrating and I am ready to just be done with all of that. I have more testing coming up trying to determine if I have Cushing’s or something else is going on. I just hope this can be figured out ASAP so I can move on with life. Stay tuned I will keep updating as things go forward….