Wow this day was crazy! I have never struggled as much in one day as I did today. Everything that could go wrong did go wrong. Tomorrow I have to go back to work and figure out how to put all the pieces back together. Then I really need to think about how to continue moving forward. That is the hard part. If it was only one part of my life that needed adjusting I could handle that easy, but when it is different parts of your life and you have to figure out how to make everything all work it’s not so easy. I think I need to do a lot of soul searching before making any decisions or changes. I need to feel good about where things go from here. Time to open myself up and let things come together. Ugh I am sure whoever is reading this will be as confused as I am right now!