I did stay home and waited for my husband to get home from work. For the first time in a long time we were able to sit down and really talk and think about where our lives are going. Thankfully we both realize that this marriage is important and we need to find away to find our way back to each other. We stayed up talking and crying and talking some more. We have a plan and I feel it is a good plan. For now we need to take things one day at a time. We can’t fix everything that is wrong in one night. We have both agreed to give each other the patience we need for us to find out comfort place again. I had many friends by my aide reminding me that we can get through this. My husband has made so big decisions and taken big steps but those are not mine to tell. I am hopeful that my marriage will continue to grow and flourish as long as we both give it time, patience, and love. We are strong and can survive this!