Things continue to move along in my life. There has been a lot of ups and downs but I feel like things will settle back down. My am proud of my husband who continues to work on our marriage but also working on his own problems. If you would have asked me three weeks ago if I had any hope of saving my marriage I would have had to say it was not looking great. Thankfully neither of us is willing to give up on the last 21 years of our lives.
I wish I could say we were out of the woods but that would be bullshit. We have a lot of work to do but as long as we both continue to make an effort we got this. The last few weeks have shown me just how comfortable we have gotten over all these years. We stopped talking about anything important. We just existed together in our day to day lives. We are now working on communication and telling each other how we feel and what we need from each other. My husband and I have both agreed that we are not interested in staying together just because it is easy. We know that is not the way we want to live our lives. We both want love, affection, and a partner and we will assure we get that or at the very least work our asses off to do the best we can. Hopeful that’s how I continue to feel and I will continue to take everything one day at a time. Stay tuned you know I will keep you posted like always this is my platform and always just say it straight here.