Do you have a person in your life that just knows what buttons to push to frustrate you?! One of the things that drives me the craziest is when you know a person very well and this person says one thing but the tells are all there that the person is full of shit. The part that upsets me the most is that a person will play it off and make you feel like you are not bright enough to know the difference!
The part that pisses me off more then anything is that this person likes to say we are best friends but nope that isn’t the case because if it was true then people would be truthful. Sorry I know this is very confusing but if I don’t process I will never sleep! These are times when I again wonder why do I care so damn much? Why do I put the effort in? Why do I trust completely with this person without the same trust being there for others.
The new year is coming up quickly maybe the problem is me. Maybe my new resolution needs to be I stop putting so much time and energy into my so called “friendships”! Maybe if I stop trying to prove I care and trust I will see everything for what it truly is.
At least this isn’t the issue with all my friendships! I am actually laying on my best friends couch right now because I couldn’t be at home alone any longer and she told me to come to her house! We didn’t do anything exciting but just hang out laying on the couch watching tv. It was the damn Hallmark channel but for her I was okay with it. I guess everything else will be what it will be! Okay enough for tonight!