I am glad I have started to blog again. It has been helping me process lately. Last night and this morning has got me reflecting on my life and what I want moving forward.
I look at my life with my husband and think about how much changes there has been over the last couple of months. While it has been many really hard conversations together I love the fact that we have kept working together and fighting for our marriage. No matter what no matter how hard it has gotten we are both still in this marriage and want to make it work. For the first time in a long time I feel loved and wanted again. We both have had to make a lot of compromises but so wealth it in the end. I can’t wait to see what the next year has in store for us.
I have also been reflecting on my work life lately. I have to make some changes at work. My program is amazing but I have a lot of changes I need to make so it runs better. I have been to relaxed with my expectations of my people and that is something I need to work on. I need to be able to walk away at the end of the day and let it go and know that everything that needed to be done was done.
I also reflect on my relationships. I wonder how I need to find a balance of not giving so much of myself with little return. I can’t work harder at my relationships. I need to remember to trust a little less and I protect myself. One day I will find my way. My reflections of late will allow me to come up with my own expectations.
So many positives and I just need to keep building on them!