I have this tattooed on me and is a great reminder. The last few days I was not remembering this. I am glad that I got out of the house last night with my husband. Being new to living in my community and starting my new life here off to a rocky start I am ready to let last week go and enjoy exploring my community.
Im NOT going to hide away and avoid my life. Last but helped me get our if my head. I have been struggling to sleep most of the week. I did find myself avoiding my bed last night as I have been, but I finally went to bed around Midnight. I snuggled underweight blanket next to my husband and my dogs and was able to sleep for a full 5 hours!
Looking at my tattoo today I am remembering how different this situation would have been for me a year ago. A year ago I would have stay hidden away and have done everything I found to stay hidden. Being asked to pull myself out of that dark place with in days instead of weeks makes me so proud of myself! This gives me hope that one day I will not have to hide or fall into my desk place at all. This will be the ultimate sign of my post and my strength! This week was a huge sign that I am getting stronger every day and NO one can take that away. If you are reading this and going through your own journey use this and know that you can do this!