I continue to struggle with the little things lately. I struggle to smile and pretend. Lately I wake up and I hate everyone and everything. I find I have to isolate because really the only thing I want to do is punch someone. Does not even matter who the person is. I’m not sure how much longer I can continue like this.
I am not enjoying anything and the little things I need to do feel like the hardest things in the world. I was hoping the change in weather would help today but no not even a little. I need to get out of this space but do not know where to start. Tomorrow I will wake and do my best to pretend I’m ready to face the day.
