I am glad I have started to blog again. It has been helping me process lately. Last night and this morning has got me reflecting on my life and what I want moving forward. I look at my life with my husband and think about how much changes there has been over the last couple … Continue reading Reflection →

Do you have a person in your life that just knows what buttons to push to frustrate you?! One of the things that drives me the craziest is when you know a person very well and this person says one thing but the tells are all there that the person is full of shit. The … Continue reading Frustrated! →

Let’s first reflect back on 21 years of marriage. I think about our lives and it shocks me we are even still together. We have faced so many challenges in our time together. I remember one of first big struggles and this was us learning that children would not be possible for u. This took … Continue reading Thankful! →

I am sitting here on my couch knowing that once again I put myself in a space that isn’t ok. Here is the deal though I really don’t care. I skipped therapy and absolutely do not plan to leave my couch. I know my therapy today was important and I know when I am like … Continue reading Today is not the day! →

Sometimes I sit here thinking about what I should do in certain situations. I hate seeing people in my life suffer. I hate seeing people in my life hurting. The helper in me what’s to make things better if at all possible. I don’t care at what cost it comes to me to help others. … Continue reading What to do? what is new? →

This title makes me smile because I am 42 and still just can’t get my shit together. I’m more confused and anxious now then ever. I have actually been avoiding my blog for a long time but I realize I need this outlet again. I don’t give a shot what anyone thinks while reading this! … Continue reading Adulting over it! →

Thursday night I came home late from an amazing speaker. I felt the need to wake my husband and share my trigger post with him. It would have been easy to have had him read it to himself but I am working on being more vulnerable with my husband, so I decided to read the … Continue reading Working to Understand →