For most people this time of year is their favorite. I use to be that person but not so much any more. I think many families have that one person that is the glue. When that person is no longer there and there is no one there to step up into the role everything changes. … Continue reading Merry Christmas or not →

Relationships suck no matter which way you look at it. You think you find this one person who you can let your guard down with only to eventually realize your an idiot! The person who called themself my BFF showed me once again just how much better I would be alone. This person showed me … Continue reading Feeling stupid! →

Have you ever going through a time in your life where nothing seems to work out fit? Lately this is where I seem to be. I get one area of my life feeling normal and then a different area seems to follow apart. My marriage it’s feeling in a great place which I love. Now … Continue reading Life is a journey →

I am glad I have started to blog again. It has been helping me process lately. Last night and this morning has got me reflecting on my life and what I want moving forward. I look at my life with my husband and think about how much changes there has been over the last couple … Continue reading Reflection →

Do you have a person in your life that just knows what buttons to push to frustrate you?! One of the things that drives me the craziest is when you know a person very well and this person says one thing but the tells are all there that the person is full of shit. The … Continue reading Frustrated! →

Let’s first reflect back on 21 years of marriage. I think about our lives and it shocks me we are even still together. We have faced so many challenges in our time together. I remember one of first big struggles and this was us learning that children would not be possible for u. This took … Continue reading Thankful! →

I am sitting here on my couch knowing that once again I put myself in a space that isn’t ok. Here is the deal though I really don’t care. I skipped therapy and absolutely do not plan to leave my couch. I know my therapy today was important and I know when I am like … Continue reading Today is not the day! →