Do you ever think about other people's lives? Do you wonder if they have suffered the way you have? I think about this a lot. I hope that most people have not lived their lives suffering the way I have. That is wishful thinking on my part though. I know there are way to many … Continue reading Keep on taking the power!
Shadows on the wall Noises down the hall Life doesn't frighten me at all Bad dogs barking loud Big ghosts in a cloud Life doesn't frighten me at all Mean old Mother Goose Lions on the loose They don't frighten me at all Dragons breathing flame On my counterpane That doesn't frighten me at all. … Continue reading Life Doesn’t Frighten Me at All
I was lucky earlier this week I spent some time with an amazing 17 year old. This experience ended up being an awaking for me. This 17 year old was a reminder of me at 17 and how crazy life could be at that time. Here was I realized during the evening we spent together. … Continue reading Teenager
Let's go back a little ways to when I was a child. Imagine being 7 years old the first time a person who is suppose to take care of you violates not just your body but your mind and soul. How does a child of 7 deal with that? How is adult who was that … Continue reading Trauma and the lasting effects
I am sitting in the parking lot of my therapist office. Once again I got my time confused so I have an hour to myself and I plan to use it to talk to myself and anyone who needs to know they are not alone. Question have you ever found yourself just surprised at what … Continue reading Me!
I have not written a post in a long while. I have been spending time working out a new realization I have had. If you have read my other posts then you will probably get this. For the many years I was groomed there were certain things I was told over and over again that … Continue reading Realizations
I am ready to start my full story. I have been working hard in my therapy and I am ready to inspire others to keep moving forward. So my story starts back at the age of 7. Imagine being 7 years old and encountering your first sexual abuse. This person was my mom's second husband … Continue reading Starting at the Beginning