Sometimes I sit here thinking about what I should do in certain situations. I hate seeing people in my life suffer. I hate seeing people in my life hurting. The helper in me what’s to make things better if at all possible. I don’t care at what cost it comes to me to help others. … Continue reading What to do? what is new?
This title makes me smile because I am 42 and still just can’t get my shit together. I’m more confused and anxious now then ever. I have actually been avoiding my blog for a long time but I realize I need this outlet again. I don’t give a shot what anyone thinks while reading this! … Continue reading Adulting over it!
Thursday night I came home late from an amazing speaker. I felt the need to wake my husband and share my trigger post with him. It would have been easy to have had him read it to himself but I am working on being more vulnerable with my husband, so I decided to read the … Continue reading Working to Understand
I know what you are thinking what does normal even mean. Well I guess my normal is a hot struggling mess at least lately. I want to be “normal” that we see on tv were in less then 60 minutes all of my troubles have been fixed. Wouldn’t that be amazing! Maybe I should just … Continue reading Just want to feel normal
I wish I knew what was wrong with me. I feel so lost and hopeless. I wish I could pinpoint when this feeling started because maybe then I could turn this around. I feel like I am either losing or pushing those around me away. I feel the need to protect myself but from what!? … Continue reading Why just Why