I cannot remember the last time I have had such a draining week. Roller coaster of events and emotions. I am ready to spend time with my husband and forget this week even happened. This is going to be sort just because I am mentally exhausted. I will be back tomorrow and write a proper … Continue reading So glad this week is over!
Wow this day was crazy! I have never struggled as much in one day as I did today. Everything that could go wrong did go wrong. Tomorrow I have to go back to work and figure out how to put all the pieces back together. Then I really need to think about how to continue … Continue reading Today was a day!
The simplest things in life can tigger you right back to your pass. Always heard that when a person deals with trauma in childhood that person can stop changing moving forward. Sometimes our stages of growth stop where in whatever stage we were in when the abuse started. I have really come to see that … Continue reading Trauma always comes back to haunt you!
For a while now I have been doing my best to show the world I am good, so as not to put anyone of. Well guess what I am not doing that anymore. I sacrifice and then end up suffering even more, it takes all my energy to pretend so I get home and I … Continue reading Not willing to sacrifice any longer
It has been awhile since I have done a post. I keep forgetting that this has been helping me process so I need to get myself back into the habit. Last week I had therapy for the first time in 6 weeks. Wow I learned that is not okay at all! I spent most of … Continue reading Been slacking lately!
It is so easy to get excited about something new whether that is a vacation, new job, change in living situation, but it is important to remember that change always comes with changes you may not be ready for. I wish that I had thought more about where I saw my life going within my … Continue reading Good things come but always at a cost.
As our world and society continues to change it is a good idea to remember the simple things. My husband and I turned off our phones today and spent the day focusing on us and remembering why we decided to spend our lives together. It was amazing shutting out all the noise and distractions that … Continue reading Great Day!