Every day is hard but how much harder can it get. Living in the world of trauma I am already waiting for that next kick in the pants. Waiting for the next person to let me down. Waiting to be hurt once again. I have no idea what it is like to get up every … Continue reading Hard
I was lucky earlier this week I spent some time with an amazing 17 year old. This experience ended up being an awaking for me. This 17 year old was a reminder of me at 17 and how crazy life could be at that time. Here was I realized during the evening we spent together. … Continue reading Teenager
Let's go back a little ways to when I was a child. Imagine being 7 years old the first time a person who is suppose to take care of you violates not just your body but your mind and soul. How does a child of 7 deal with that? How is adult who was that … Continue reading Trauma and the lasting effects
I heard from my doctor last week. She has been consulting with an endocrinologist about my testing that she has been doing to see if I have Cushing's. The tests she ran some came back normal and some came back positive for Cushing's. After the consult she and I will be meeting tomorrow and it … Continue reading Test continue on and on
I am not sure what has been going on with me lately. I am struggling to figure out where I belong. I have amazing friends who are always there for me but lately I don't feel like being around people. I am sure with everything going on with my job and my health that is … Continue reading Out of sorts.